17 Mayıs 2011 Salı

The man said 'why do you think you here'

I said 'I got no idea

I'm gonna, I'm gonna lose my baby

so I always keep a bottle near'

He said 'I just think you're depressed

This me, yeah baby, and the rest'

6 Mayıs 2011 Cuma

It was a shift imperceptible to anyone but me.
But I knew his heart had closed again.
Maybe it would reopen in another five years, maybe it wouldn't.
But I knew myself well enough to know that that's not enough.
For the first time all week,
I didn't feel like crying.

(like he said)

Life's too short...
1 Mayıs 2011 Pazar

Summer: You know, I dream sometimes about flying. It starts out like I’m running really, really fast and I’m like superhuman and the terrain starts to get really rocky and steep and then I’m running so fast that my feet aren’t even touching the ground and I’m floating and it’s like this amazing, amazing feeling…
I’m free, I’m safe. Then I realise: I’m completely alone....
And then I wake up.